Running

Sometimes You run because there is nothing left for you, other times you run because you are scared. Sometimes its hard to tell the difference

Saturday, November 12, 2011

I Would Have Never Thought It Could Happen So Fast.(excuse my Yiddish)

      Me and Jason decided to go on a date in the park. We were walking and decided to sit down on the benches. So he asked do you wanna go to that dance coming up? I bit my lip I really hate dances, I'm not one to frolic around in a dress. But I really like Jason he is so sweet and nice, even thou Darry does not like the idea but were falling for each other so fast I can barley catch my breath. I sucked it up, yes I would love to go I said. Great I'll buy our tickets Monday then he pulled me close and kissed me softly on the forehead. We walked around and threw coins in the fountain and made a wish, then we walked around town and looked in the windows for a while, fed the local squirrel and visited a pet shop. So he asked I think my mother wants to meet you, what I asked already we haven't even been dating for a month I said. I know but she's very involved in my life and wants to make sure I'm not with a girl who's a bad influence. I sat on a bench and sighed, because I'm a greaser I said. Yeah he answered as he sat next to me and pulled me close but she's just afraid of something she can't understand. I put my head on his shoulder and he kissed my forehead, when? I asked, tonight he muttered. I sighed and looked at my watch well I better be getting home to get ready I said. Why it's not for four hours he said, well I have to do my hair, pick out my dress, my shoes, take a shower, paint my nails, do my make up Oy vey! I yelled I gotta get home! Calm down he said you'll look fine no matter what, I looked in his eyes and kissed him, he was so sweet and he knew what to say in every situation. He drove me home and we kissed each other good bye for the time being, Darry watching from the kitchen window the whole time.
         
          I ran in and straight in to my room going through my closet looking for a dress. But I had to come to reality I didn't have one. I quickly went to my phone and called Kit, KIT!, what she asked, I need a dress pronto I yelled again. She came over as fast as she could with a pretty cream dress, your a life saver I yelled jumping up and down. I know she said. Need help with you hair she asked referring to the stuck curling iron in my hair. I think so I muttered sitting down in front of the mirror, while she worked wonders on my hair I told her all about Jason and she just nodded her head as I talked. Fizz are you sure about this she asked, yeah I am I said I really really like him I said but that wasn't enough to describe how I felt for him. How does his mother feel about this she asked, she doesn't like it I muttered. When she got done with my hair she did my nails and make-up. I thought I looked soc approved, then I went and picked up a edible arrangement.

       Jason picked me up and he told me how beautiful I looked. Then we pulled up to his beautiful house, and he opened the car door for me. I looked at the house, I was just taken away by it's Victorian beauty, when we got to the door a nice little cross was mounted on the door. Oy vey I muttered it will be fine he said, not knowing where I was coming from. His mother flung the door open, hello she sniped you must be Fizzle, yeah its nice to meet you Mrs. Vanderbilt I said extending my hand only to be ignored. Well are you going to come in she sniped, yeah Jason said come on. Jason grabbed my hand and leaded me into the foyer, this is for you I said handing her the editable arrangement she looked it over as if it wasn't meeting her standards I'm allergic to pineapple she said, oh I'm sorry I stuttered. Then she stomped off to the kitchen, then I started to look around, there were crosses and bibles and pictures of Jesus everywhere. My jaw dropped oy vey I muttered, what? Jason asked I'm sorry she didn't like your hostess gift. I should have chosen the box of twinkies I muttered, Jason laughed, then he left the room to attend to his mother. I looked down at the little ceramic manger scene, and picked up baby Jesus, look I said we might not see eye to eye but can you just give me this please I pleaded. Then his dad walked into the foyer, we leave that out all year his father said, does your family have one he asked. No I said we have a menorah, oh he said. An awkward silence just fell over the room, I realized I was still holding baby Jesus and quickly put him back in his cradle.

        Jason came up from behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist dinners ready he said. Yay I muttered, we sat down and I starred at the pork. I sighed, what's wrong his mother asked are you a tree hugging vegetarian? No I said I'm jewish and I can't eat pig. Jason dropped his fork, his father nearly choked, and me and his mother were in a death stare. Jason what did I say about dating girls that were in a cult. Excuse me I yelled you little schmuck(male anatomy), you've got some chutzpah(nerve). Your full of bupkes( horse droppings), your just a mishegas (crazy) bitch. Get out if my house she yelled.

       Feh!(disgust), I will proudly do so I yelled, I stomped put the door thinking I was done with this, as I was stomping down the drive way, when someone grabbed my wrist and turned me around and kissed me passionately. He pulled away I love you he said,I looked in his eyes, he didn't just say it to say it he meant it. I love you to I said and I was scared because I meant it to. Then he drove me home you are so beautiful he said as we pulled into the driveway. I smiled was I beautiful when I was yelling Yiddish to your mother? Your the only girl I know that would ever do that he said. I kissed him then he pulled something out of his pocket it was a compass necklace, on the back it said you give me direction. I love it I said, I'm glad he responded then we kissed again and, Soda knocked on the window. He got out and opened my car door, then he walked me to the front door with Soda trailing close behind, when we approached the door we tried to kiss each other goodnight but Soda began to cough loudly. I love you I said I love you to Jason said then he walked back to his car and left. What did you say? Soda asked, you heard I laughed then went inside. I went to my room and I shut the door and leaned against it and just smiled. I felt like I had butterfly's in my stomach, I stared at my necklace and I began to miss him, I want to be with him at every waking moment and it almost hurts to be apart. And I cant help but wonder, is this what love feels like?

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Nothing Like It

Sorry for not posting in a while! So whats new in my life? Well I got a tooth pulled bit the dennist after he put me on laughing gas. He screamed I laughed, then I found out I needed glasses so great but only when I'm reading. But now to the real story, in school I met this guy named Jason and he is  HOT, but nice and he dosent drink, he dosent smoke, he dosent do drugs and hes saving himself for marriage how hard is that to find? ummm Very! So he asked me out on a date and we went to the roller rink. We had fun and we were taking a brake from skating and went to go get some cokes. So we were laughing and talking and I realized we had alot in common until I realized he was a Soc and he realized I was a greaser. We sat in silence for a while, I like you and you like me right he asked. Yeah I said it shouldn't matter what side of the tracks were from we like each other. OK then he said then we finished our cokes skated some more and had fun. When I got home Soda was out side still baby proofing the house. He came over, Was that a Soc he asked Yeah I said it was. HE kind of stared at me for a while, Fizzle it might not be such a good idea to be a dating a Soc. I let out a sigh and, the only thing that makes him a Soc is his money and his location, he doesn't even drink for gods sake. OK OK Soda said, then I got in Steve was playing Mercy with Pony, have fun with your Soc Steve asked. Yeah I said I did well how about you let me take you out tomarow so you can have a date with a real greaser he asked. Whatever I said then ended up beating him in Mercy so it was a good night