Come To Me In My Time Of Need

I woke up early that morning, the sun shone through the window hitting the crystal chandelier and the fragments of lights danced across the room I reached out and felt the emptiness beside me feeling nothing but the canvas of sheets, I sat up and stretched out my arms and let out a yawn. It was a regular start to the day I took a shower got dressed made breakfast and took my five minute morning phone call with Jason before he was due to his summer internship. Then sat on the couch and watched something on tv. Settling into a routine was never my intention but it was kind of nice, however around 12 I was watching golden girls and well what can I say who doesn't love golden girls? But I heard a car drive up in the driveway a nice little red corvette and out stepped Cheryl Valence in her pleated skirt and Prada shoes that cost more than the average mans salary. Before she could knock I flung the door open, can I help you I asked, what are you doing here she asked, well I live here with Jason I said. Well last I checked you two broke up she sniped were back together I chirped. Why would he want you she Laughed. You obviously couldn't pleasure him enough if he had to come to me she said, excuse me? I asked yeah 8 when you were together and 7 times when you were apart. Yeah right I snarled, ask him she said well why else would I be pregnant with his child? Get out of here you dumb bitch! I yelled. Fine but just know you couldn't keep him happy you were never good enough for him but I was and all you were was his charity case. And then I smacked her so hard against her face she hit the ground, I'm pregnant you idiot! she yelled stumbling to get up you will be hearing from my lawyer! And then she ran to her car and left. Quickly I pulled out my phone and called Jason, yeah he said, Did you sleep with Cherry? I asked feeling the hot tears begin to surface, Fizzle I'm so sorry it meant noth.... Yeah 15 times and when we were still together! It...it wasn't that many times he stuttered. Then how many times? Jason I yelled enough for you to get her pregnant. Oh god Fizzle I'm so sorry but I never slept with her when we together it was a mistake, You no what just stop! I cried as the tears began to run down my cheek wait Fizz I love..... And then I hung up throwing my phone across the room I sat on the couch and cradled my head in my hands and sobbed thinking of how dumb I was to take him back, then I began to think about my conversation with Steve the other day. I grabbed a bottle of whiskey and got in my car drove over to Steve's, he was out working in the back on a car, I walked up to him quickly, hey Fizz... Before he could finish I pushed my lips on his and kissed him with all the passion I had, he responded by kissing me back and dropping his wrench so he could wrap his arms around me then I began to fumble with the buttons on his shirt for a second he hesitated, go with it I said then I wrapped my legs around him and he pinned me against the car where he continued to kiss me, I pulled his shirt off and traced his abs with my fingers and started with his pants then he propped me up on the hood of the car where he pulled off my clothes , then he began kissing my neck and all down my back , shit I don't have a condom he said I'm on the pill I smirked well in that case he smirked he scooped me up and laid me down on the hood of the car and for the first time in a long time I laughed. Are you sure? he asked, Steve there's no place else I'd rather be. There's no taking it back he said, I know I said as I pulled my engagement ring off and tossed it over my shoulder, one hundred percent Then I melted into his arms, After we finished he held me close and stroked my hair and kissed me on my forehead what happened he asked, Cherry Valence I muttered. Oh I'm sorry Fizz, he said. Don't be I mumbled looking up at him just make me forget about it I whispered in his ear, I can do that he whispered back. Let the games begin he whispered, and "may the odds forever be in your favor" I whispered back.