Changes aren't always welcomed my family has had to deal with so much lost first my father then my mother and then Candice the sweetest person ever. I got the call from my aunt around 5pm. The coldness in her voice reminded me of my own nearly a year ago. How she sounded hollow inside and dead, god damn it I said holding back the tears. And then I just hung up and chunked my phone at the wall. Just then Darry walked in the door back from his trip, someone's upset he muttered but before I could get a word out his eyes went to my hand and saw the yellow diamond placed on my ring finger. What the hell is that he yelled, I jumped up from the kitchen table and began to yell, why should you give a damn! your not my brother and your sure as hell not my father! He just stared at me as if I had put a knife through his chest, then go he said. I will I said coldly, so I went to my room and began to pack my things, Ponyboy strolled into my room and plopped on to my bed. I think you hurt his feelings Pony whispered, I don't care I muttered, what happened Fizz he asked? Candice died I muttered. Then he got up and left, I threw the last of my things in my suitcase and walked out the door. I drove fast as I could to Jason's. When I pulled into Jason's driveway I wasted no time getting out of the car, and barging into his house without knocking. I charged past his mother and up the stairs, then I barged into his bedroom where he was looking out the blinds and then into his arms. I just started to cry about my parents, my adoption, Candice, and Darry Jason just held me for what felt like hours. After I calmed down his mother came up stairs, I'm going to have to ask you to leave she said, and why is that Jason asked, honey because she's no good and is going to do nothing but get you in trouble. Jason narrowed his eyes and I saw a side of him I had never seem before. Well guess what I'm 18 she's 18 were engaged and I just got us a condo on the other side of town and your going to have to deal with it. She just stood there with her mouth half open as Jason threw some things in a suitcase. Come on Fizz lets go he said smiling. We walked right past his mother who was still in shock that Jason had set her straight. Ok he said follow me in your car to the condo. I love you I said softly kissing him on the lips. I love you to he said kissing me back. His mother was glaring out the window at us and I just waved and smiled. And then began to honk my horn all the way down the driveway. As we arrived at the condo my breath was taken away. He had listened to every detail I had ever said all hard wood floors except in the bathroom which I wanted tiled white and pastel pink with a black sink and toilet our room was painted navy blue with white around the edges. Our room had a canopy bed with a white tarp and a red white blue floral comforter with matching pillow cases and sheets it had a red love seat and a walk in closet the guest bedroom had teal wallpaper with black and white accents the living room had navy blue couches and chairs with red and white accent pillows. I was speechless at first I just walked around memorized with the detail. You remembered every single little detail I said astonished. I did he said embracing me I want this love this marriage to be your fairy tale he said. You deserve to have a happy ever after he said. Then I noticed to corgi in the basket, my dream dog to I whispered. Yep he said right down to the dog. We spent our first night there and woke up only to get on a plane that morning. The funeral wasn't so bad. But I didn't go to the cemetery I just couldn't. Jason was with me the whole time, after the funeral I hugged my aunt and uncle and introduced them to Jason, after that I took Jason to my old house. Dimitri's maid was looking after it until I made up my mind on what to do with it. It was a nice 2 story Victorian house. I went inside my old room and got a couple of things then I went into my parents room nothing had been moved in there since my father died my mother left it just so. I went in the room and sat in the middle of the floor. Jason came in and plopped down beside me, so he whispered are we gonna touch anything? Yeah I said I think I can, I began by opening the night stand door and getting my fathers keepsake box. I put that in a box and then my mothers jewelry box, I put some framed pictures of us as a family and my mothers sock monkey that was always sitting on her dresser. I looked at him and noticed a odd string hanging out his back. I pulled it out and it was a safety deposit box key for a bank in tulsa. I shoved in my pocket and left. We returned home to Tulsa, and Jason proposed to me with the key to the condo will you live with me he asked yes I laughed we entered the condo where we had 5 missed calls and 1 message "Fizz I'm a father!" And I just smiled because at least for once there was some good changes taking place
She's been through a lot, but always comes through in the end. She can be the best friend you have but cross her once and she'll be the worse enemy you've got. She can sometimes go off like a firework but in a blink of an eye she'll be perfectly fine. Anything she does turns out well, usually. She never admits shes wrong and doesn't like to be proven wrong either. She will go to the end of the world for you if your her friend. Keep her on your good side and you'll be fine.
Running
Sometimes You run because there is nothing left for you, other times you run because you are scared. Sometimes its hard to tell the difference