Running

Sometimes You run because there is nothing left for you, other times you run because you are scared. Sometimes its hard to tell the difference

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Great just great


By! We yelled while waving to Darry’s car that slowly pulling out of the driveway and down the long road. When his car was clear out of sight off to some kind of business trip me and Pony smiled at each other while plans begin to form in our head just thinking about what we were about to do.  Ok I said lets get started, Lets Pony Smirked. Ok what do you need to have to throw an engagement party I asked, lots of drinking Pony yelled, I rolled my eyes but added it to the list. Ok I said you are in charge of the liquor I am in charge of everything else. Pony just sat back on the couch and turned the TV on I rolled my eyes and began to think of what all we needed. Then Jason pulled up and I hoped into his car off to buy the things needed quickly I pulled out the ring from my pocket because I could wear now that Darry was out of town I slid it on and just smiled at it. Hmmm maybe we should just elope and then have a formal ceremony I sighed he looked over at me and smiled if that’s what you want he shrugged then mother couldn’t stick her little finger in it. I laughed oh my you marrying a jew Jason the worlds going to end he just laughed and I thought I couldn’t be more in love than I am now. We got everything needed including a new dress from H&M for me and one for Brook. When we returned Pony was passed out on the couch just where I left him. Pony I yelled go get the drinks, ok he muttered and rolled off the couch and out the door. Me and Brook put up decorations and Jason helped to by watching the football game and of course Pony joined him when he got in with the liquor. Good I said quickly I uncapped the Jack Daniels and took a long gulp Jason just looked at me Stressed he asked yeah I muttered I went into the kitchen and lit a cigarette I grabbed a red bull and put some orange liquor in it and chugged it down. Everyone began to arrive at six, you would think they would be suspicious of the decorations but they were half drunk when the got there so it didn’t make a difference to them. Jason came in the kitchen after 5 minutes into the party. He quickly took the drink out of my hand and took me outside. What’s wrong Fizz are you scared do you want to back out because I understand if you think we rushed. No I whispered it’s just…. What Jason said you can tell me, my mom won’t be there to try on wedding dresses with me, My dad can’t give his consent on us marrying and my dad won’t walk me down the aisle. Jason took my hand not knowing what to say, you know he said I wish you had Kit to talk to he muttered yeah so do I, I muttered. I only have a locket and a suitcase of old documents that I can’t break the lock to I said that’s all. Well maybe I can unlock the suitcase Jason said. We went down the hall and into my room I flung the door to my closet open and pulled it out it looked like an old lock the suitcase was my grandmothers it was covered in tweed that was starting to peel off.  Jason was trying to jam a screwdriver under the lock but wasn’t having any luck. Then I saw a small bulge in the tweed quickly I pulled it back and the key was taped on the bare suitcase. I pulled it off and handed it to Jason then my phone began to ring I pulled it out and the ID read Sandy<3 .Hello I said Blair Sandy Whispered no it’s Fizz I said Can can you come get me hurry. Sandy I don’t think NOW HURRY! She sobbed we can’t get caught. Ok I said I’ll be there soon I said. Hurry she whispered, I hung up the phone I looked at my car, It barley did 50 anymore. Jason I yelled give me the keys to the Ferrari without question he pulled them out of his pocket and tossed  them at me, Fizz he said yeah I asked almost out the back door you’re not running away are you? No I said I’m not leaving. Then quickly I jumped in the fire engine red Ferrari and did 90 until I got there. I approached the door but before I could open it I heard a hushed voice call my name, Fizz over here I saw her in a black sweat shirt with her makeup running. Sandy I don’t think I can do this I said. You have to Sandy muttered, you need help I said, no I don’t she said. If you make me go back I’ll kill myself. I just stood there frozen, Sandy I said you can’t do that to your kids. I could to and it would be all your fault and I would leave that in my letter. I was trying to sort things out in my head but before I knew it I was driving down the road with Sandy in the passenger seat. When I dropped her off at the park by her commands I went home entering through the back door the party was over and Jason was sitting at the table with a paper clutched in his hand without a word he handed it to me. I unfolded it and read the headline OFFICAL LETTER OF ADOPTION TO Mr. and Mrs. Montgomery. I stopped breathing it had my real name under it what it was before I legally changed it Elizabeth Montgomery.

4 comments:

  1. Had it changed to fizzle 2 years ago because everyone already called me that because Liz turned to Fizz and then Fizz turned Fizzle. And I didnt like Elizabeth

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  2. Holy crap Fiz. That's nuts! And I know it may be the wrong thing to say right now, but it could be a good thing. You might have parents out there that can help you find out more about yourself. They may be able to help you deal with the loss of your REAL parents <3

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  3. My parents are my parents and there's no changing that and I just don't want to know about them they could be drug addicts alcoholics our I'm inligitiment

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